back from chalet...

today not much ppl turn up...but is still ok..we enjoy our day...bizen main comm planning to have our own 12 main comm chalet next time...hahaha...=p...i today suddenly feel very tired...feel like crying...very stress...i feel life is very tiring for me...i have enough of it...i endure all the way..tried not to cry out...i cried abit in the chalet..when there is not much ppl..but after saw my dad..he come fetch me...i really cant tahan...i cried in the car...i suddenly feel so stressful....cried all the way till i reach home then stop... finally ok...this is the way i de-stress...=P...CRY!

In the morning...we went mac to have breadfast..then junxiang left us to his church...then the rest of us went back to slp...wake up ard 12 to go escape play...quite fun..i go there laugh ppl...i played most of the things that are working...n i was like no feeling at all..the rest is like..ah!!!!all the way except me & malek...we feel nothing...haha...si jie abit waste money..never play alot...can really enjoy the wet & wild.cos having the red thing..stupid sia...hmm...but nvm..i play the rest more than once...hahaha... last night oso have so much fun...but my nails nearly crack...the whole night is like..i keep saying...my nails...my nails...my nails...they worry whether i m ok..but i always worried abt my nails 1st....wahahaha...ya...my nails very impt to me....=P

hmm....the day is hot!!!my cheek was like red for the rest of the day...they all tot i put make-up..when i didn really put any...got put abit foundation to cover the panda eyes...=P other than that didnt put le...si jie still keep say pretty leh...i say siao..burning ah..abit pain...she say ...really pretty leh...then i was like...r u asking me to put brusher go sch everyday...?she abit siao huh...keep looking at my face...last evening was like suddenly say,'su eng....你变美leh...ok...thanks alot la...hahaha....but no use being pretty...wat i really want is happiness....that is wat i wish for...nothing else....

i today get tan agn!!!i was fairer alot within 1/2 weeks(my Face)...dunno y...but today go escape...died..tan back...hai....sian....ok...goin to watch my drama...enjoy the nite...bye...

ohya..to all bizen main comm,
Sry for not staying back tonight..cos i tmr working....=Pneed plenty of rest now...last night not enough slp...so sorry...have lots of fun withu guys....sch goin to start...enjoy the last week holiday we have and c u guys in sch soon....;)

To chiou,
rmb to send my the neo print pic after u scan in....;)

*if u r really that good...u dont have to care wat others say....and they will have nothing to say abt u.....*