mood swing...pissed

today have a really bad mood swing...happy happy.then suddenly angry...keep argue with my parents....really tired le..still have to argue with them....always is my mum start the arguement....abt money agn....my dad is the 1 give me money..he didnt say anything at all...but my mum keep nag and scold me....the shampoo i using cost $24...then i wanted to buy,cos finishing...i didnt even ask my dad pay for me lor...she already at there nag nag nag....pissed..really ah.....!!!!in the end i never buy...cos i very angry with her....keep saying..u very rich ah....keep any how spend money....hai....i where got....?ok la...i admit i really spend alot....but i also got save de lor..is just that she didnt see i save ma....i sometimes really dont like her...keep say money and studies...just now still say they didnt stress us and always give u all so much money...how can u all find such good parents?..i ans back...ya...good..only daddy never stress us..she stress me till dunno like wat...i always stress becos of her....and money..ya..always give alot becos they dont have the time to take care of us ma.....from young(6 yrs old) till now...everyday after sch,me n my twin bro have to go home ourselves..bath ourselves,find ourselves food to eat for dinner,study tgt..my parents didnt really teach us...but got find us tuition tr when we grow older...then watch tv...haha...everyday see them a few hrs only....my mum sometimes got teach us....but i prefer study alone...she only noe how to cane me...force me to rmb all the things i have to learn....now u guys noe y i dislike my mum so much le ba?haha...i like my dad alot more....but now ok le la...my mum stop cane me when i get to pri 4...becos my dad say i grow up le....cannot keep canning...but i pretty abvious that my mum is bias....she never cane my younger bro at all...till i ask her..why u always ask me help u cane him?u cant cane him urself ah?she bu de ah?then she cane him...but till now...she only cane him for a few times only lor...cane me dunno how many times le...really diff....she most of the time...house got any prob or dirty..everything also my fault...i whole day not at home...how to mess up the hse?!so wu li qu nao!!!!hai...her sons all very good la...i m the worst...she really wat lor...every yr i spend the most on her bday lor...the things i bought for her all cos a few hundred bucks...in the end she like that treat me....really lazy to talk to her le...sometimes i just dont even care wat she say...ignore her...like just now,when we were eating...i didnt even look at her...hmm...feeling better after type out all the things....=)

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