ARGH!!!!

SAD & ANGRY!




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I m so bad...so not good...i hate myself...i dont like myself...ya...i m negative minded...cos i dont dare to tink positvely...the more hope u have,the more disapptment we have...i already have too much disapptment...i m scare of it le...so i dont want to tink too good...is better to play safe...dont tink too positive...so when the result came out to be bad...i oso wont feel that painful...i m that kind play safe type of ppl...i may influent my surrounding ppl...but i dunno...sorry...that is the only thing i can say...pls stop making me sad...i have enough for these few weeks...i may look like i m fine...but deep inside...i wan to say....i m not ok!!!i can treat ppl very good...u all want/say wat..i like always ok ok ok...but i m just a normal human...i oso got limit...dont force me to a corner...i dont want hate ppl...if i dont care that person...that means he or she is totally out from my world...