hmm....shld i?

i m tinking of changing a new number...so that i will not receive any more reply from that person..and i will stop texting with that person...i can feel that i m some sort being make use of...the sudden change of attitude really make me feels weird...i always tink that person is just playful...but indeed too much...not mature enough.dont tink much abt future...the brain only tink of enjoying life, play play play, girls, hair and nothing...looks is so impt for that person...if the feeling of sick seek that person...then that the end of the r/s being the 2...so...i shld just left quietly...right?=(...but i am so use of contacting that person everyday...who can help me get rid of that habit...!!!i need to get back to my old life style...the simple,happy and stress less life...on the thurs...my fren Mr Jackson Ng pass away...i went to his wake last night...it was so sad to have our class gather in this manner...he died at a age of 19, because of a hit and run accident that was posted on the newspaper next day...his mum cried till she fainted during his ceremony...it was a disastrous to his family.From all that i saw during his wake...i learn that life is really weak and short...we shld cherish every1 that r good and close to us, don't take it for-granted. That person said the same thing...but taking me for-granted is wat that person did. I couldn't sleep well last night, i kept thinking abt Jack's face that i looked through the coffin's glass...i can tell he suffered lots of injury before he pass away, even under those thick layers of make up applied. Plus, my dearest Nise leaving S'pore again!!!i couldnt send her because her plane was too late n my dad don't allow...but no matter wat..the only tink i wish for, is to have her safely coming back for her nov holidays...2 of my frens leave me in such a short period...i feel so down...no mood. But i will try to be happy and enjoy my life. Cause life is short, We dunno when will our life end. It might be years later, might be months later, days later or even just tmr or later....so ENJOY, BE HAPPY! That is how we shld live and rmb to cherish all the people that cares for U!