god loves me..?

my dad keep saying god loves me alot..cos alot of bad thing happen ard me..but i m always safe fr those prob...even if the prob is mine,i also can get rid of the prob easily..but really meh?haha...n even if my love r/s is not good...my job & others things will be good...haha...but my study ok ok only la...=P Cos i really dont like study..i m forcing myself to study only...but at least i force..better than do nothing...wahaha....if not my result sure dunno drop till where le....like my fren?below 0.5 de GPA...so scary...i dont wan c so lan de result..if my results get that bad...i tink i must as well go die better...=P i cant accept myself to get very bad result on the things i did...

alot ppl say i set de standard very high,for fren or for myself,all very high,except 1 person. my bf..haha...maybe ba..i dunno...but i still can tahan with the goal i set for myself la...but for u guys...i expected high..u all also never care ah...so dont say i standard set too high....hahaha...