We had a serious quarrel over a small thing n it has a big effect on our r/s...seems like i cant recover fr it. but i m trying to act like i m not hurt n cont texting him. he is tired to even bother to just give me a call to chat awhile. since then he stop calling. text also lesser a lot. i totally cant feel his love. i m crying every night...asking myself whether i shld give up the r/s. but is hard to give up some1 u still love. is easy to get into r/s but hard to maintain it. i m trying my very best to maintain it. By not seeing him n chatting on phone for 10days, i really wonder how will i react when i get to see him 7days later...i got this feeling i will be crying becos of the stress. but its my 21st bday.i dont wan to cry...can he feel my heart is bleeding...
He said i m giving him pressure n stress by asking him to call everynight and chat at least an hr...but i didnt!!!i even allow him nt to call when he feels tired...if he feels like i m giving him stress...he shld have let me noe earlier. i need him to call becos we hardly meet. this is the only way for me to noe how is he doin? and i believe our r/s is no long enough to stand not communicating with each other for long period! is not like we know for yrs?! even frens for yrs can leave me!!!dont wan to mention that particular person here....
so i m still waiting here...if really. he doesnt love me anymore, i will just give up. i dont wan to hold on to some1 that doesnt love me and force him to love me.
Nowadays...there is this irritating guy!!!keep pestering me!!!i hate him!!!he is so irritating!!!fan ah!!! i ignore him for 5 days already and he can still cont text me!!!!i feel like giving him a punch on his face!!!