A Simple Girl: September 2008

i feel relief....(^_^)

i finally let myself go le...so happy....=)i now very happy...hmm...got ppl ask me whether i mind da ge ge lian...hmm..no la...love me n treat me good jiu hao...haha...n must kan de shun yan....=P age is not a prob...last night watch bu liang xiao hua....so funny...
dean fujioka....kakoii!!!luv him...(o^_^o)ok la...goin to bath le...;)later watch drama again...=P

不爱你。。。阿爆与Brandy

不爱你

歌手:阿爆,brandy

爱像是快下雨的天空红著双眼
它听不进我任何的安慰
当你走远眼泪才落下变成
变成我们的句点
离开你的屋顶想像中还要遥远
耳朵彷佛还不承认听见你说再见
想念的感觉是心中永恒的雨点
不爱你是我自私的决定
我的心还没答应我可以忘了你
我应该放弃虽然我很努力
我无法说服自己我不爱你
回忆会很仔细的整理
点点滴滴我总是在怀念之间与你
四处旅行直到我清醒
却不敢睁开我眼睛
不爱你是我自私的决定
我的心还没答应我可以忘了你
我应该放弃虽然我很努力
我无法说服自己我不爱你
我不懂(为什么)再挣扎也没有用
爱根本没有自由

MONEY,MONEY,MONEY!!!EVERYTHING NEEDS MONEY!!!

Today my parent spend nearly $200 for my medical fee....then my breadfast and lunch oso they pay for me..haha...i really spend them alot money leh...feel so bad....last week borrow $50 from my dad...cos need money for dunno wat...i forget le...then today got money return him le...but he say dont need la..give u...hai...he always like that..i till now still havent suceed in returning him money be4...alway no need return de...then he keep nag at me say i really good at spending money...hmm...then i said,then u still let me borrow money from u ..n no need return...thats y i now like that...so spendthrif...cos is my habit le....=pi tink i next time really must earn alot money....if not i sure very jialat....goin to bath le...;)

Painted Skin...

Today went out with wy...went bugis to eat 1st..then took train to MS watch movie...watch Painted Skin....nice movie...=)i like...haha...then after that we walk ard to see wat we ahld eat for dinner...i keep say this not ok,that not ok..then in the end we have our dinner @ cafe cartel @ Raffles City...after that we went to clark quay for walk ard...digest wat we ate....haha..we ate hokkaido ice-cream...nice(o^_^o)yum yum...=P

On the way home,we saw Corene on bus,with her sis serene...=)long time never see her le...last see is when?hmm...chinese new yr?haha...=p

ok...goin to bath...later still got things to do...today must slp earlier...tmr have to wake up early to go NSC...n work in the afternoon...getting pay soon...so happy...=)NOW REALLY VERY BROKE!!!!=(....nite to every1...;)

Cant slp!!!

sian...i CANT SLEEP!!!just now sleep too much...now cant slp..hm...later still need to meet wy...pls let me slp...if not i scare i wake up late....n late for the meeting..haha....today got 2 frens grow 1 yr older!!!eugene turns 19 n sherwin turns 18 le...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!=)

stay at home whole day..wo boring..clean my room n watch video..watch shounen club....luv johnny entertainment's guys!!!!all dance so nice!!!!though not all of them good looking..but they look so shuai when they dance...haha...=P

now watching xing guang da dao 4...=)

Alicia Keys- If I Ain't Got You

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

last week pics...

Where i eat with hao...

Magazine i bought...

Ebihara Yuri with and w/o make up....

c 2 blur vision of a bizen couple's back...

Ligthing candles....matus bday

2 lazy guys....

enjoying ourselves...

mess.....

leaving...

goin off....

taking bags....

Our president...

Si Jie waking towards....?

black sesame cream...

yum yum..=P

Durian Dou Hua...

Look like cat?haha...

Amara Hotel...

Natural Ribbina....my mum made de.....the real colour is very red de..n very sour....but nice...(o^_^o)

My eyelid...scary?haha...=Pcan see the lines clearly....

While waiting for bus after work....No car....

My Horoscope-The perfectionist virgo!!!=P

Handsome?

Go Out With My Mentor....Nee Nee

HAPPY....=)..went out with nee nee....so happy...(^_^)..she so pretty!!!!!Happy to have a pretty mentor...=P...ok la....all ppl likes to be with good looking ppl ma...i m normal....=)

today when town to shop...spend alot agn!!!today spend more than $200..that means i spend ard $400 within 2 days..haha...=Pi luv shopping!!!=P..but really goin to broke le...tink must stop shopping for 2 wks...if not..i will spend away all the money i earn...haha...=P

Spend most on Dior products...i bought perfume agn....=P NICE Smell....(o^_^o)

This month sms quite alot....then my stupid phone like abit siao le..i wan change phone!!!! =(

happy things happen suddenly...

haha..happy...(^_^)....something good happen...

ohya..today...oh..no...is yest morning, i over slept..i wanted to meet jinglin at 8.30am...at orchard..in the end i wake up at 9+am...diao..then we meet at orchard at 10am plus for shopping....yeah...=)...but spend too much...$100 over just for 3 item...haha..=P and all after 20% or 30 % off lor....i dunno how i spend money de....wahaha....=Pso happy..get new bag,wallet and nail polish....then after that..we chiong back to office...need to reach there by 2pm..haha..but,be4 that we went to buy mac for lunch....so happy to shop with her...she is like a big sis to me...she is 8 yrs older than me la...(^_^)...goin watch drama...bye...;)

Chalet @ Downtown with alot ppl!!!

hmm...last night saw alot sec sch fren...all from diff class....but we get to noe each other...haha...i reach chalet last...9+pm..then i eat till 10+pm...nearly 11pm..then some of them went off 1st...aome even drunk..then the ppl who stay back went to pasir ris park...we walk almost the whole park...stay inside play till like siao de...very FUN!!!love to be with them...then walk under the starry sky...really alot of stars!!!!i love stars!!!my fav shape...wahaha....(^_^)then went back to chalet at 3+am...then we all bath 1 by 1...cos only left me n Jasmine, 2 girls...we bath earlier...then we play game till 5+am..then we slp for awhile...wake up at 7am for breadfast at mac..=)after that,we sign out tgt..n went home tgt as a grp...=)..have so much fun with them...=)....long time never gather le...wish will have another gathering soon...=)

Now foot having blister!!!so pain..cant wear heels for a few days...hmm..yest wear the 3 inches heels walk n play n run n climb here n ther for 2o+hrs....if no blister..then that will be a miracle...haha....=P&!!!that stupid normen...let me fall down from such a high place....i whole boby fly out of thet dunno wat spinning thingy...then landed on the sand..but weird is...i totally never bleed...no injury...but now my hand start to feel abit pain..think becos when i landed...i used my hand to protect my head..then my head fall on my hand..thats y my hand now pain le...=(..wish tmr wont pain le...

Tmr have to wake up early to meet jinglin(my workplac de fren...)go shopping tgt!!!haha..going broke soon...=P then after that i still need to rush to work...by 2pm...

goin to slp le..bye bye...nite...;)

Just Reach Home...9++am!!!

i just reach home awhile...just bath hao....goin to slp awhile before goin to work....last night play till very late...wake up early to eat mac.....enjoy the night....continue share wat we did last night when i come back from work...bye..night...(_ _)Zzz.....=P

Chalet...

tonight goin chalet after work...always go here go there..whole month ,almost every day go out...(Tink only 1 day stay at home)...goin broke soon~!!!i need money..!!!my pay faster come !!!then most of the time i go out...is till ard mid-night...haha...i can zuo sheng le...everyday not enough slp....=P...ok la..now goin to work le...;)

Happy...开心。。。but moody....

today my manager start to train me as her Personal Asst...happy...(^_^)she treat me food too..haha...=Pbut i whole day moody..didnt really eat much...

Invisible...

Taylor Swift-Invisible

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wantin' you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus:]And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize

[Chorus:]I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible

(Oh ho... yeah)

She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile

**feeling**Nice song...i love it once i listen it for once...

Just reach home & bath hao le...1.30am...

hmm..went out with wy...EAT ALOT!!!!Tink goin to get fat soon....he keep say wont la wont la...in the end i keep eating....=P...eat lunch at Ramen Ten(@ Harbourfront Centre),eat Cakes at Secret Recipe,Eat popcorn...(mostly i ate!!!)& ben & jerry ice-cream,when we watch The Mighty Princess!!NICE!!!(o^_^o)...a part sad...then i cried...haha..Then after that ate supper at somewhere near kovan...haha(eat alot agn!!!i ate more than him...)....inbetween went tanjong pagar too...but most of the shop not open...tink most of the shops there will only open at weekdays...haha...there very hot..both of us sweat ...then we took bus back to vivo again....walk walk...then sit down chat...haha...ohya...i saw alot ppl there!!!!6 TP ENGINE PPL!!!De Ming,Damien,sharon,yan ni,Darrell & wen de's fren..forget his name...=Phehe...so happy to c them...=)

Goin Out..

haha...dunno today will reach home by wat time..so now post 1st..hmm...goin out to meet wy...these few day spend alot...still havent get my pay yet...goin broke soon...=phaha....faster get pay!!!no money spend very cham de...but nvm...i work and earn...i like working...though sometimes feel abit bored...but...i still like..better than stay at home do nothing or watch drama whole day or play game whole day...like useless ppl..haha..(i last time use to do all these...& i last time already find myself useless...now think of it..i find myself stupid...wahaha...=P)but now ok le...after 'o' lvl till now....i work twice only...but i like both jobs...i find myself extreme..haha...i can work as sale asst & admin..both...1 extrover,1 introver job..haha....i can be noisy & quiet...haha...pro hor?=P....i love working...!!!but TIRING...wahaha..but enjoy to work with ppl...

C alot ppl!!!

hmm..today went to meet hao alone..ying sick..cant meet us..sad....=(but nvm...next time still got chance...(^_^)Have luch with hao at bugis de Crystal Jade Hongkong Cafe...=)then after that we went bugis junction walk walk...during evening,i go hao's church...saw alot of ppl...1 BZE 3rd yr student..3 BZE 2nd yr students(all i noe de..wahaha=P) and 1 BZE 1st yr student...so shock to c them...n c my cousin too...after that..i join my cousin n hao go do her duty le....=)...after all the things end...i went PS with my cousin & her frens for our dinner..=)ate alot agn....=P

Ohya..today bought a magazine!!!is $12++ after 20% off...=P

CANCAM...!!!from the bk..i get to noe ebihara yuri has graduated from CANCAM le...the mag shows all her pass pic which she took for the mag...she look so diff from last time...ohya..the mag also got show her without makeup!!!!i m so shock to c her without makeup...the diff quite big la...but still pretty...=)

Tmr meeting WY at hougang...go watch movie n walk walk...wahaha...cant wait to enjoy my day...=P

Outing ...

today went outing with bizen main comm....except some who cant make it....on the way there...i say alot of fren from bus...haha....today celebrate matus' belated bday...eat alot nice food...will post the pic on sun...hmm...HUDA!!!i dont like choco facial!!!u big bully...bully me...=(....took 43 from east coast there(pass by some places which i dont wish to c at all...)..back to Buangkok mrt station..my my dad pick me up from there...=)luv him...wait for me so long..with my elder bro la...haha...=P

goin to watch drama....=)today must slp early...tmr waking up early....goin choiu hse to pass her things...then go bugis meet hao...long time never c her le...my pri sch classmate..noe her for 12 yrs le...=)after that we 2 need to meet up with ying...still havent decide where to meet her..haha...=Pthen enjoy our day tgt..(^_^)yeah!!!

Heart Of Greed

haha...just watch 2 epi of heart of greed...some of u may wander y i havent finish watching it after so long..haha...ya...cos i stop for a period of time le...so now watch back....sob...cried agn...i really dont wish my family become like the family in the drama...the 2nd wife so evil...then alot of touching scenes...the love for frens,family n our love 1s...hai...so nice....=)

Ppl who dunno love can be differentiated into friendship love,family love n the BG love....pls watch that drama!!!Learn wat it is!!!!Who say love only have 1 kind?!

Ok la...goin to slp le...=P...nite nite....(^_^)

haha...SHIN HYE SUNG & LYn

I LOVE THEM!!!!Their song very nice...=)..just send WY their songs...the lyrics so meaningful...the lyrics so hard to find....mr wy still managed to find it...thanks la...;)hardly find ppl more pro then me in finding lyrics....u pro ah...haha....=P...just ended all conversation on msn...some tmr go sch..some tmr go work...cant chat till late..i tmr never work...cant watch my drama till very late...wahaha...=P

ok la...i siao le...haha...i go watch drama le...(^_^)

haha...2hrs++ on phone

just bath hao a few mins ago...be4 that...chat with mr wy for 2 hrs++?haha...i really find him a good listener..dont really talk much...hmm...initially called him to ask some ques only..in the end became chatting on phone...haha....=P say my current song ok only..hmm..nice lor...i sure u cant sing as well as them....=P..be4 came back to my room..i went downstair to the kitchen to thrown my clothes into the washing machine...hmm...then eat something agn...wahaha...hungry agn...i m always hungry..think i m hungry ghost ba...every 3 hrs after i eat...i will become hungry agn...=P...dunno y also..siao i tink..???haha...then now..goin to watch a epi of drama be4 i go to slp....(^_^)..nite...sweet dream...

AIG

hmm...think most of them already noe abt AIG is facing a big financial prob....i noe it be4 the news announced(which is 2/3 days ago,the news announced it a day later)...becos i m working in prudential....AIA yest was facing alot of prob too..as it is affilated to AIG.Lots of customer went to their AIA consultant to stop the contract they sign with them...like their investment...but if their investment havent earn any profit...this terminate will make them loss a sum of money...wish none of our parents kana.....worries....=(

yeah..last night slp earlier

haha..i last night...finally slp earlier..after dunno for how many days i never slp early le...everyday slp ard 4++am...then feel so tired when i m working....=Ptis morning wake up at 6am..then 9 am..then now..haha..keep go back to slp...must have beauty slp...if not my eye bag getting worse le....later i really can become kongfu panda...wahaha....=P

goin to bath for work la...sian..everyday heading tanjong pagar alone....so lonely..still nvm..but for 2 hrs!!!really boring...but nvm...i always slp on bus...=P

wish every1 enjoy their day...(^_^)

Be Happy...

hmm..just read ling`'s blog...hmm...dont care abt where ur courage goes le...u just dont ask..that is wat i tink la...sometimes being brave...is very tiring de...cos no matter wat u face,u cant show ur weak side....must act like nothing happen..very tiring...hmm...n if u continue fang bu kai...i dunno when u can tao li ta de muo zhang ne...wahaha..=P

ya...n i wish there will be a better guy faster appear to save u out of all these thing!!!!=P

ok la..i goin to work soon....bye!;)

河

河 by 苏芮

当你平躺下来我便成了河
回绕你的颈间在你唇边干涸
窃想你的眼神我恋恋不舍
聚为一泓泉水深邃清澈
当爱燎原成灾你徐徐侧身
堆积肥沃河床我是朝圣的人
我是客途的雁却一往情深
从此无意追逐新绿的春
任我流吧层层冰川
亿年换几吋我也宁愿这么盼
等到昏黄等到痴傻
等着公主吻青蛙
当你平躺下来我便成了河
回绕你的颈间在你唇边干涸
窃想你的眼神我恋恋不舍
聚为一泓泉水深邃清澈
任我流吧层层冰川
亿年换几吋我也宁愿这么盼
等到昏黄等到痴傻
等着公主吻青蛙魔咒缓缓退尽
你笑的厉害天曾缺掉的角
无非此等神采我将残翼放下
从河中走来你正颔首告知这里有爱

Stressful!!!

hai...i feel stress!!!!feel like crying..but...try not to...enduring!!!!hmm...yest slp very late....4++am...then whole day so tired....keep feel like slping...esp when working...heng my boss never angry with me..=P

yest..when i was working...janyssa msg me abt a person asking her to got for a job interview...=)
hmm..good news ne....must jiayou for ur interview la...wish u can get the job...=)

Changing blogskin soon...(^_^)