Confirmation...

Finally i received my confirmation letter last night and i handed in all the requested form...so tiring...everytime have to go down to SIM of handing in all UOL document...=( It's super far from my place!!!!I cant imagine i have to study thr for 3 yrs!!!!wth...plus i have 8.30am lesson!!!oh my god....(-_-)!!!

the 3rd day?

hahaha...i text w that person again on 24?...but stopped again....(^_^)...i now can start and stop w/o thinking much abt it le...so i tink i m fine?...But!!!!i m really dying from boredom!!!Who can help me?! i need to do something to keep myself busy!!!i hate to stay at home doin nothing and waste all my precious time!!!ah!!!!I have lots of fren say wan to meet this day and do this things...but all say say only!!!i really hate ppl only say say and dont do it!But most of the ppl in this world r like this!!!!=(...say say only...just use mouth, i also noe...but say and dont do really no pt...must as well dont say it and promise....right???right?nini...=(

I m back to this song again...cant stop loving it!!!


and this song too...

waiting...

just check my mail...the confirmation letter is on the way!!!finally...it was sent on the 21...how many days it needs to arrive to S'pore!!!!my 577 pounds still not yet deducted!!!can i get my txbk be4 my sch starts?!it's like less than a mth left!!!!=(

1st day...

Hmm...yeah~it's the 1st day w/o texting that person...So Happy!i keep tinking of texting to that person....but i told myself stop it. just for a few days and everything will be back to normal and i will be fine...(^_^)but i cried again...i am so scare of loneliness...=(...My SIM confirmation letter have not arrive yet!!!which i have to get it by tis end of mth, if not i will have to redraw from the course and try nx yr!!!!I dont wan to waste my time doin nothing for mths!!!That will be super bored!!!!I wan to go back to study, enjoy my life, make new frens...And meet the RIGHT person...

Today, i went down to WP for acc Aishah for her lunch break and we had KFC tgt..=) i stopped eatting KFC for super long till i have no idea when i last ate it be4 today. hmm...and i really have no appetite for these few days...so i only ate the burger and i couldn't manage to finish the chicken and the whipped potato...its my 1st time to not finish it...=(..but luckily i ate quite alot for my dinner...Cos i have my dinner @ HL's hse!!!and i finally get to eat some nice home cook food!!!!i really love home cook food!!!Today WY was there too...we acc HL to train for her audition which will be held later, ard 11am?hahaha....She asked for help...but i dont noe whether we really did help her or not...hahaha....but WY was so funny...he change quite abit after he enter army...i tink guys really will change after their army...its a nice change, at least his joke/he is getting funnier...hahaha...

Dear GOD!!!Pls let me get my confirmation letter asap!!!!!PLEASE~!!!!!

I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better

Crying for that person is so stupid. I tink i just don't learn from lessons. I keep repeating hurting myself by tinking all the past and sad stuffs. All ends today...BYE! WE will never continue.U dont have to avoid me, even online too. i m sick of it.



Korean
꺼져 줄게 잘 살아
똑바로 얘기해
날보고서
내 눈을 쳐다보고 말을 해
헤어지잔 그말했니
나와 끝내고 싶은거니
(알아) 넌 여자가 생긴거야
(알아) 넌 내게 싫증 난거야
다만 눈물이 참아오지만

꺼져 줄게 잘 살아
그말밖에 난 못해
잊어 줄게 잘 살아
나 없이도 행복해
네가 버린 사랑
네가 가져가
남김없이 가져가
미안하단 말도 하지마
내 걱정 하지마

Sorry My Sweety
날 떠나간다는 네 입술이
오늘따라 왜 이리
원망스러워 보이는지
널 붙잡아야하는데
말이 나오질 않아
넌 이미 멀어지는데

(알아) 나를 다 지울거야
(알아) 난 네가 참 미울거야
다만 모든걸 다알면서도

꺼져 줄게 잘 살아
그 말밖에 난 못해
잊어 줄게 잘 살아
나 없이도 행복해
네가 버린 사랑
네가 가져가
남김없이 가져가
미안하단 말도 하지마
내 걱정 하지마

(You) 내가 살았던 이유
(You) 내가 원했던 전부
You~
너하나만 바라봐주던 나잖아
(Why) 왜 날 떠나는거야
(Why) 왜 날 버리는거야
어차피 이럴거면서
왜 날 사랑한거니

혹시 그날 생각 나
우리 처음 만난 날
아직도 난 생각나
네가 했던 약속이
나만 아껴주고
나만 지키고
나만 사랑한다고
난 믿었어 너의 거짓말
난 믿었단말야

(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
사랑하긴 한거니
(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
No No No No
잊어 줄게 잘 살아

English
I'll back off so you can live
Say it directly
Looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?
(I know) You probably got a lady
(I know) You probably got sick of me
even though the tears are rushing to me

I'll back off so you can live
That is all i can say
I'll forget you so you can live better
I'll back of so you can live
So that you will be happy without me
The Love you tossed away
You can take it
Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all
Don't even say you are sorry
Don't worry about me

Sorry My Sweety
Your lips that told me that you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you
The words don't go out
And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

I'll back off so you can live
That is all i can say
I'll forget you so you can live better
I'll back of so you can live
So that you will be happy without me
The Love you tossed away
You can take it
Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all
Don't even say you are sorry
Don't worry about me

(You) The reason i lived
(You) You were all i wanted
You~
It was me who only looked at you
(Why) Why are you leaving?
(Why) Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first
place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies
I believed it

(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
Did you really love me?
(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
No No No No
(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
I'll forget so you can live better

Even though we are not that close like the video, but the main point is there...I'll back off. So YOU can live better. Thanks for the past 2 mths...and BYE~

hmm....shld i?

i m tinking of changing a new number...so that i will not receive any more reply from that person..and i will stop texting with that person...i can feel that i m some sort being make use of...the sudden change of attitude really make me feels weird...i always tink that person is just playful...but indeed too much...not mature enough.dont tink much abt future...the brain only tink of enjoying life, play play play, girls, hair and nothing...looks is so impt for that person...if the feeling of sick seek that person...then that the end of the r/s being the 2...so...i shld just left quietly...right?=(...but i am so use of contacting that person everyday...who can help me get rid of that habit...!!!i need to get back to my old life style...the simple,happy and stress less life...on the thurs...my fren Mr Jackson Ng pass away...i went to his wake last night...it was so sad to have our class gather in this manner...he died at a age of 19, because of a hit and run accident that was posted on the newspaper next day...his mum cried till she fainted during his ceremony...it was a disastrous to his family.From all that i saw during his wake...i learn that life is really weak and short...we shld cherish every1 that r good and close to us, don't take it for-granted. That person said the same thing...but taking me for-granted is wat that person did. I couldn't sleep well last night, i kept thinking abt Jack's face that i looked through the coffin's glass...i can tell he suffered lots of injury before he pass away, even under those thick layers of make up applied. Plus, my dearest Nise leaving S'pore again!!!i couldnt send her because her plane was too late n my dad don't allow...but no matter wat..the only tink i wish for, is to have her safely coming back for her nov holidays...2 of my frens leave me in such a short period...i feel so down...no mood. But i will try to be happy and enjoy my life. Cause life is short, We dunno when will our life end. It might be years later, might be months later, days later or even just tmr or later....so ENJOY, BE HAPPY! That is how we shld live and rmb to cherish all the people that cares for U!

사랑 안해

I wish i never get to know this person....i some sort start to dislike the person...hate the behavior and the personality.Wish i never went out with my bro for his interview and get that job. I don't like the feeling i having now..super fan!!! I need to change my mood!!!SCHOOL PLS START EARLIER!!!I wan to end all this!!!