Sick...

Sian...really suay!!!!suay for the whole 2008 le...now still like that...y sick during NY!!!!Having Flu and sore throat...=(.....last yr really alot unhappy things happen...my worst yr for my 18++ yrs of life...The year i wish i will never rmb....Esp the result part!!!i tink le jiu feel like dying...but i have to admit i have no courage to kill myself...if any1 can just kill me jiu hao...dont have to continue torture myself....study study study...i hate study...but have no choice...must study...always study...=(....sometimes i wish there is no book in the whole...then dont have to study le...i m tired of my life...though is myself who make it so tiring...i always make myself ver busy tink i dont have the extra time to tink of all the not impt stuff..all the nonsense...hahaha...Hai...y i NY then sick...this last year after the most pain full period of time...i everyday go sch..never sick at all...just 1st mth of 09 only...i sick ....y so suay!!!!these few days not enough slp...pop so many pimples...=(...so ugly....i hate my look!!!!so ugly!!!!ah!!!!hai...dnt tink le...go watch drama & MV....currently in love with Lyn,SHINee SS501's song!!!so nice...esp Lyn...i always cry when i listen to her song, even though i cant understd the lyrics...then i will check the meaning of the lyrics...i m always right!!!her song which i heard are very sad...really nice....;Pshe very pro...can sing till touch ppl...let ppl cry....=)Love~hahaha....